I'm a Christian but I received 2 tarot readings is this bad?

Tarot cards is a mimic of spiritual inspiration from God. It falls in the area of numerology and the odds of drawing a number or object and it's sequence, such as a deck of 52 cards. Seeking answers through a Tarot reading is, in the end, odds of the draw, since the deck is limited and finite. Whereas revelation, if believed and sought, is direct and infinite and there is no reliance on earthly pictures or numbers. Think how the book of Revelations would have turned out for John is ha had used a deck of Tarot?