Psychics/Intuitive people/Tarot readers... please help.. a bit confused!!?

Sorry, I'm none of the above. It's neither good nor safe to dabble in the occult. You know, people drift in and out of our lives for a reason. Although it's sad to lose someone we're fond of, but we grow from things like this. If things are meant to be, it'll happen, if not, there's no use in hanging on to something that's not meant to be in your life. Other people, better people, will replace him in your life. Just let nature take it's course. Hugs to you.